43 Things: I Want To Learn To Live A Little

Baby Steps.

I stopped living when Clancy passed away. I feel like a drone waking up each day and going through the motions. I want to be able to taste the wine I drink, look at beautiful flowers and smile, appreciate the smell of clean air.

I want my heart to feel alive again. I want to know the words hope, believe, love, happy once more. I want these back because I want to be able to teach my children about it. I cannot give them what I do not have. They will have to learn these things by watching me. I do not want my daughters to learn about being BROKEN from me.